Sometimes I say stupid and thoughtless things, especially when texting or sending an IM. Quick thoughts, carelessly thrown.
“For I will forgive their wickedness and will remember their sins no more.” Hebrews 8:12 NIV
Today I said something in an IM to a beloved friend – thinking I was being considerate – and I kicked her in the guts. She eventually let me know, in trust, so my words would not come between us. I felt sick – and apologized.
I went back and read my words. I could see how thoughtless they were, but I could not take them back. I sent her another IM, acknowledging my thoughtlessness – and I asked forgiveness. She said there was nothing to forgive, but said, “I forgive you.”
Honestly, I would have felt better if she had ranted at me a bit. I did not feel worthy of forgiveness. Penance. I wanted to pay for my wrong – but what price could I set on a heart wound? Yet, out of love, she offered me the same grace God offered humanity. And in her grace, I found forgiveness for myself – and a deeper awareness of the care needed to hold another’s heart.
Jesus put His heart in our hands, too, and continues to do so, knowing that in our humanness, we will at least occasionally break His heart. He will bear it because He loves us.
Lord, please teach me to hold all hearts well.
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By: Yvonne Quirk